I will not be afraid as long as you are with me.
With you I am safe and secure.
My heart flutters whenever I see you and your touch makes me tremble inside.
In your eyes I found acceptance and a love I never thought I could have.
I never thought I would be able to experience a love so pure, so full and so complete.
With you here beside me I shall no longer be alone.
With you here beside me I no longer need to run, to pretend, to escape for you have made my dreams and longings into reality.
With you here beside me I can face my life no matter how hard it gets.
Thank you for choosing me, for accepting me, for loving me.
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Will I ever get the chance to say these words?
Will I ever meet this person?
Will I ever be free of my pain?
Will I ever have a love so deep that it hurts, so pure that its beauty terrifies me, so complete that it fills every corner of my heart, so true that it gives me a strength I never had, so passionate that its fire burns into every fiber of my being?
Does such love really exist?
Is it even possible?
To find someone whose heart resonates with mine.
Whose quiet presence fills me with warmth and peace.
Whose smile, voice, scent, touch makes my heart race and flutter.
To find someone I can trust completely, who will be there to shelter me, to comfort me, to keep me from getting lost.
My heart is in pain everyday I have to continue with the pretense.
I can't see a solution.
How long do I have to endure this life?
How many regrets do I have to create before I can be free?
Will I ever be free?