It has been almost 10 years and I am still hung up over HIM!
Why is that? I wish someone could shed some light on this problem.
Maybe it's true then, first loves are the hardest to get over.
But does it usually take THIS long?
I want to move on already. But I find myself still thinking about him, still getting flustered around him, still wanting to find out about his life. Not to mention the occasional intense dreams about him.
*Sigh!*
It still hurts when I think back on what happened between us. I wish I was a bit more mature then to see what was going on.
Maybe I need to fall in love again with someone else before I can begin to move on. But how am I supposed to do that now...
This line from a song comes to mind, although I don't know the title: '... it's sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along...'
I feel that I might just end up finding myself in that situation one day.
Sometimes I wish he would talk to me again like we did when we were just friends.